I didn't transform into something new. I just stopped pretending to be something I never was.
I knew I was different at a very young age. As a teenager in the 60s I became a Hippie, and my parents thought I was simply rebelling. It was more than that. The philosophy I found then, peace, truth, One Love, has guided my footsteps through six Canadian provinces, England, the United States, and Jamaica, through a 45 year career shaping landscapes and communities, and through raising my daughter on my own.
Behind that life was a harder one. Adoption trauma, family estrangement, people who mistook kindness for weakness and loved the version of me that bent. Life stripped everything away more than once. Each time I got back up, and each time I learned. Every backstab became wisdom. Every heartbreak became armor. I learned to trust my intuition, to choose truth or silence, and to walk away from what no longer served me.
Since 2010 the search has been for something bigger than my own peace. I came to see that healing ourselves is the first step to healing the world, and that those of us who woke early were being prepared for this exact moment. This book is my life laid open, and the map I drew along the way. I'm simply a guide, sharing what took a lifetime to learn, for the benefit of all.

